The unspoken - diary 1

Good day bloggers,

Days and months passed , emotions lost and gave up , somehow it couldn't recover and i am back to very the initial stage of my old personality and presentation , The feeling of giving  up as from the pass life brings in forwards to my current life ,been able to speak freely its like a hard thing , words unspoken , emotions within , what more could come ?  Feeling real bad about this . real bad when i faced a person that i could like or fall in love with , things became unnatural for me and probably making others uncomfortable too.

Emotions within

Good evening, friends family ,bloggers and viewers or passerby ,life's been hard for few months after a total cut off and a let go from the past ,it have been up and down for me when where friends its the most important people i have. currently  after so long where my life just went through a hoo-ha again nor short relationship or is it counted still a relationship where i  just go on with it ,this few months back leaving past and thinking of the future,  thinking of the decision to be made between a significant whats life could be .Certainly where there its up and down coming which i fore see its going happen which i always tell my self to be strong and not go through another emotional stage again ,well it came up again .

Thoughts away

Evening readers bloggers, friends ,and family. life's its just overwhelming for me this year.Well what's done been done, whats overcome its overcome,what chances took it's been done. At last its knowledge I met,experiences I get, time I passed .

Its time for me to do my own things, do what I want in my life to have a happening nor happy life,  what could make me happy it's still one,meeting someone in my journey .....


            

Thoughts of mind

evening bloggers, viewers,readers,Once in life  day in my life  , that I choose to stand up again after the falls I had a few times,friends still gives us encouragement and support to put you back on the steps ,

And then so ,

Once again I had my fall
Because I did not stand enough tall
Time to change after all
Till its the time to make my call

For now I had to be strong
Staying away from the emotional form
Having a positive mind for long
Hoping there is a chance we get along

there is where i hope for a better life
which  friendships could be more alive
till one day there is a chance to strive
and in life we could have a great drive

efforts  been done and made
responds replied and take
patience its  a long wait
until when could be the date.

Never see to tell thy love , love that never toid can be for the gentle wind doth move silently, invisibility 

Thanks and regards,
ke wei

The end of the started end

Evening blogger viewers bloggers friends and family , simply sharing a song lyrics that could maybe state my feelings  , emotions , situations now . Continuing from my previous post ,after that we did still went out for outing dinner and a small overnight trip , in just few days things were getting tense for us where somehow I could not even communicate with her , the actions as I'm trying to care more and be even better to her brings us further , anyways it's a pass now ,going out from this situation will be like last year , a fade away , past passes by. 

Here the part of lyrics goes which explains me now........

Tired, as usual I'm trying hard to stay awake .
Also thinking of you as usual.

I'm so afraid that when I set my mind at rest and go to sleep, 

that in my dreams, my heartbeat won't listen and will just stop.

Listening, to my breath that is swaying like tides.
The more beautiful, the uneasier I become.
What can I still cherish, if I even find my own pulse too hard to control?

If I become a memory, and quit this life.
Leaving you dazed and crying behind.
My cold body would be unable to hug you.
I'd think of the affectionate you, the one who I'd cause to experience a huge loneliness.
I would hate myself for being so heartless.

If I become a memory, I wouldn't be fortunate in the end.
I wouldn't have a chance to get gray hair, no chance to staggeringly hold your hands nor have a chance to watch the sunset with you.
After a long time there will be a day that you'll recover from your grief.
If someone is able to let him be with you, then I won't blame you.

Happiness, when will it end?
Which moment will be the last?
I want to hold you tightly.
I want to let you know that in my life you're the one that I can't be without most.

If I become a memory, I'd be the most scared of not being able to let go.
Stubbornly hanging around and taking over every single part of your mind.
I'd have to let the one who still loves me behind and having to bear with the pain of losing someone.
This wouldn't be fair, so please do your best and forget about me.

I did what I could to make you happy , anything just to with you ,yes you did treat me well too whatever I done it's still not enough for you. I know that you want to be friends only and friends forever ,well sorry I could not do that because my love towards your it's true .What i for see its a future with you...sadly maybe it could not happen although you are still the only one.

Thanks for your patience 

Your regards ,

Ke wei

The 2015

Good day bloggers ,viewers,friends and family, thanks for coming by my blog , This its my 1st post of year 2015  !!! Happy New year all !! Happy 2015 !! Wishing you all the best in your 2015 year !

Its About time

Is Good day bloggers ,viewers,friends and family, thanks for coming by my blog.
Just writing this where its related to my previous post , well as you see its almost  the end of 2014 , yet the responses it still the same that i expected will be if its continuing to be like this "why do i even want to continue this tired friendship" its better off without going on and off where we could hangout or text. Although we are still continuing to go out without knowing whats status are we in , i'm not sure what are we now unless there i could confess again where it could be a start of the end of this friendship or a better relationship.Well before i got to confess, the answer its already there as "friends forever" came in from a text.

In my previous post i did say i want to continue and pursue her without any reason while waiting some spark to happen at the same time too. but for now until this extend where it's like I am just passing or wasting my time,  i thought its going to be better but now its just like being a friend kinda things ,well nothing much here,still trying to make it better which got s close even more when we went for a day trip again the weekends, will just let it be and just continue my life while waiting the one who really appreciate  the time given towards the person .Sometimes i do really think , why she does still will find me after the 1 year  and repeating the same thing again sigh,well now its  about time again  , its a goodbye just  before confessing and its time .......




A simple sentence left behind ,

Nothing much to say , nothing much to write

time is leaving and its easy  without saying a goodbye 

Appreciate the time and effort  people give you and find time for you

because time and friendship cannot be bought .

Thanks and regards
ke wei
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Rain

Something i thought of while i was walking under the drizzle so this just came through my mind

Walking under the drizzling rain

I won't feel the pain 

Because there it's only vain

Where here there is nothing to blame .

under the drizzle the wind its cool
i'm enjoying the rain like a fool
because i'm naive like a kid in school
and i don't follow the rules .

Raining its the best moments to lie

where because no one could see you cry

and your emotions couldn't be bother.

when your tears flows   with  water

Some say dancing in the rain its the best moments
only if your are with that someone with emotions
to win the heart its your token

only if  you have the devotion.

Best regards ,
ke wei
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Untold confession

Good evening my readers , visitors ,family and friends guys, welcome back reading. Here  it's another post from me which related to the previous post "patiently love passes" where the girl I really love appear again in my current life. It was a surprise as said before ,still wishing for more to come.

well this post it's about how we went , communication between us It's more and she  was good to me from time to time which sometimes surprise me that how she understands me , Through the night and days have passed over the month , I had make my decisions to continue  pursue her without any circumstances , regardless of time  and  effort although sometimes it's not easy or comfortable with me. 

I wouldn't wish for more  

Because I won't be like before

An answer or reply  it's just like a core 

Which its valuable then its ore

the days  we had its a Moment ,

I would say it is some improvement ,

For us to have more coming enjoyment .

Where all this could give me some encouragement .

This its all i could say
hoping to be together in anyway
appreciate the time we have everyday
leaving myself non-heartbroken its the only way

PS: i fell in love with you since the day where i say "excuse me "  and you replied  me "when I  could return it" ?  well if i could say, its in the future when we are together when i am with you ...
~ loves ~
Your Sincerly
Ke wei





Best regards ,
ke wei

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Patiently love passes

Good evening my dear viewers bloggers and passerby , this post its just abuot what had my life its going on now ,and if  you had read "ONCE WAS WAITING"  and after that  'Living patiently' hmm there maybe change my path of a waiting life to a awaiting life.Which means also there will be some changes going on here up and downs , positive and negative  that i will and am facing through.

patiently waiting , patiently changing ,still loving .

one day, she came back looking for me , she was a surprise to me we again had a happy times again together I thought of we still be friends but still my love feeling towards her never change , I'm still open for her anything. Just that this time I wouldn't put much more effort then the previous time and do not want to hurt myself again, once I did tell myself  "where you love someone so much , you have to let her go if she do not love you back as the same way you love her." She did put in her effort this  time and i'm so touch she came all the way just to find me at my office and we did had a great time and catch-up after so long . that did not happen previously before that she ill do this.

I still do not know what's or why she  came back after so long that I did try to forget and let go of her,i  did take this chance to have some fun and hopefully could get us closer then before and try know know what she wants this time , I really wants to know  whats her cause of coming and look for me at the same time too.,  I want to spend more time with her , have more talk together , trips with just two of us . I really thanks her for giving me that chance the other day for a day trip .

I don't know  if she is  it's still the same or she it's changed ,  I do really hope she a changed girl comparing who is she 1 year and 3 months ago. As we went out we have our time  spending time together with long chats  and I do not want to change  this current situation ,well I doubt that too .

patiently waiting , patiently changing ,still loving her .

Hmm or sigh I could say, 

feeling for I towards her it's same anyway

If she  will have a way 

To spark the love of  my heart  its the 

best display .

thanks for reading .
ke wei

Cafe Waiting love ?

Dear bloggers readers fans friends and family who read my blog , recently there is a movie "café waiting love ，等一个人的咖啡 "  gave me an idea to write this out.  This movie it a romantic comedy story which tells ，每一个人都在等一个人 means everyone its waiting someone which quotes in the movie  .In this world we are always waiting for the correct someone  who will take a bullet for you one day.

You have  to watch it for yourself to know more about this movie . Its a simple love story where
Every individual its waiting for someone who really could see the real you. and  its not easy to find this person. So when you meet a individual that could sacrifice for you ,maybe you could try accepting before regretting .

Where there is still love where I will still be waiting .Where there is a chance I will accept it .

Thanks ,
Ke wei

Goodbye

Hey blog viewers and friends  , here a short post from me where i have wrote before i left my previous company. Its just a fun writing feel free and enjoy reading .



The days gone by its time so say goodbye
this  not a goodbye but a “see you later” from I
Isn’t it irony why ?
Because it’s really time to say goodbye .
Changes in life it could be pleasant
where I am innocent to accept this present
for me to change my life present
Which gave me to leave for a reason.

saying goodbye it’s not hard
while I present you this with my heart
for those who really work hard ,remember to play hard
and I do really thanks team  for the help when i fall apart.

Well Its time to say Good bye
where you know the reasons why ,
and this this is not a lie
Because The Days Gone By its my time to say goodbye

Best Regards,
Ke wei

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Past glance by

Evening bloggers and viewers , friends and family. Today just a small event happen to me and below explains what had happen and happened today .

Living patiently

Evening bloggers , viewers , family and friends ,what had you read on my "once was waiting" it was my past ,and this post its about how and whats happening now and its still on going.Where living in a normal life passing by just like what normal people do. What happen have happened but we do still live , live patiently.

Once Was Waiting

Good day all bloggers and viewers ,well if you read my previous post its about how time heals and my past,and now  i'm gonna spill you some of my past to you all in this little short  poem.Which show whats my past that made me have to heal from the past.

"ONCE WAS WAITING"

My life turned  to rust and become dust

Where i  was waiting for the first and last

seeing you where there is no rush and fuss

until one day i was never becoming the last

Because you are what my life revolves around

even though you knock me to the ground

and i had stand back up to see

just how beautiful the chase can be ,

You know i have seen it in my dream

as my heart rocks on to balance the beam

You know i am once awaiting 

yet you made me not to believe in. 

Every story has a beginning , a middle , and end
you know which chapter where i am
Because  i show you where  I am
But you never know whats had been waiting around the bend.

How's life;Time heals

Hey all bloggers viewers  its 2014 now , its has been really awhile i haven't been blogging there ts too many ups and down and real downs before andduring June 2013 , which it  was my sad moments. Anyway that was  the past.

So Time , what its time  ?  Time that i pass trough  during 2013 to 2014 (now) for me time its healing me , letting go everything , fighting through my life ,having new  aim for life but still i wonder how life would be in the future .Here a little something for you which  tells part of my life 2013-2014 .

Time  pass by 

Where i look forward which i know why 

time heals and fly 

which  let me let go without any goodbye

2013 to 2014  its a long time 

where  i can find my own mind

So i would not be blind 

which give me the chance o say "i am fine "

So  now we are in  2014

life it will be hard like harvesting an ore 

Knowing that  time will be more ,

for me to be better then before .

And i end this post with a quote ;

Time changes everything except something within us which is always surprised by change.

Thomas Hardy

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Thanks and regards

Cheers,
All the best,

Happy reading ,

Thanks and enjoy .

                                                                              - Ke wei

Memories Stayed

Memories

One day in the future or past or current  ,you never know where the word "forget" will come
sometimes it just simply come and go through our minds .All I have to say its what came and went
and what have stayed .

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Happy reading ,

Thanks and enjoy .

                                                                              - Ke wei

Happy mid autumn

Dear bloggers ,

Hey bloggers Happy mid autumn to you all that are celebrating it.
All the best and Have a Happy new month to you all

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Happy mid autumn 
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HAVE A 
~>HAPPY<~
<~NEW ~>
!~MONTH~!~!

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 Lets just say by looking back through the previous month its just not as smooth as i thought ,up & down
hangings around  of course , wondering through my life how it could be and to be better and better ever
So lets hopefully together , we all here blogger & viewers wish you all here will have too a great month ahead  ~ !

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THanks ,

Cheers,

Happy reading ,

Thanks and enjoy .

                                                                              - Ke wei 

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I miss you...this is all I can say , I miss you everyday